something on my mind.

my mind is in shocked.
you left me like this..
you .. and me..
you said we were ment to be.
yet you say you regret.
the first kiss, thats something i miss..
you fell out of love..
i kept falling.
im hopeless.. and you dont care.

Awe. That's such a sad poem Pineapple.... It's good, but awe. I loved your line, "You fell out of love... I kept falling".

to be alone
is to be aloof.
standing distant in a crowded room..
to hide your pain wishing someone new.
to be alone..
is to be aloof..

im sorry, did i steal your spotlight?
make you wait your turn..
as the world revolved around, i.
you , in the dark yearned..
you cry seeking attention..
you seem placid, yet your falling into deep depression.

we cant go back to what we had becasue theres nothing there.
the fear i had of losing you, seems more like a dare.
soo i'll take this back, way back..
to the beginning were i never needed you.

resisting the urge to hold your hand.
giving up this time, this is were we stand.
with nothing left to look forward to.
you walk away, i get the urge to say... iloveyou.

Toes in the water.
I close my eyes..
About to fall..
Feeling paralyzed
Nothing left to hold on to.
the waves drag me down.
I hold my breath.. afraid to let myself drowned.
Constant bleeding from a rock that appeared at my feet..
Don’t let go an angel says.. don’t fall asleep